Difficult day today

Difficult day today. I believe I left part of my heart in Haiti. Images are burned into my minds eye and as much as I want to forget them, I don't want to forget them. The sounds interrupt my quiet, the noise of two little ones and telephones feel chaotic. I feel like I should be pulling it together now but instead I feel more apart. Tomorrow Chad and I have worked out some time so I can have a bit of a break from child care to collect my thoughts in the quiet and write. I know I need to get some of this out of me and finish putting my thoughts to paper.